What i must say is something you must not hear through the wisdom words or random thoughts. It’s sacred to me as a human being and likely to know, most people call it insane. To love another creature or to speak my mind so clearly. Dreaming is the existence, you resist to do in real life. I for-fill my alignment of positivism and negativism there, but i fall back into this reality of such hate and concerns. To be honest i would much rather not.